By the looks of it

A conscious choice to ignore the people who “mean the most” in your life, is astounding. 

You wait for me to break the silence first. 

I wait for you to make things right again. 

We miss each other or no, is not really sure. 

Let me tell you if you don’t know,

I never freeze anyone out. 

But you have done it before. 

How does that make me feel any better? 

I have broken the barrier before and put forth my words and action. 

When I say this I don’t mean you have not.

You can say you were giving me my “space”. 

And that is okay. 

Call it ego. 

Call it attitude. 

Call it anything you like.

This time, I’m not coming back.

And I realize, nor will you. 

Before we part, I’d like you to know.

I’m glad we met. 

But our stubbornness still shows. 

I hoped I was a better person than this. 

But sadly we both know that is not it.